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so i decided to start using this thing again. but i'm starting over. so my new livejournal name is tracemyeyes. go there now and add me or die.
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[29 Jul 2003|06:48pm] |
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wow i forgot livejournal existed.
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[17 Feb 2003|03:24pm] |
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The Miracle Mile - What This Means |
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lets see....well this weekend has just been super fun and so relaxing. yay for no school.
On Saturday I went to Bleeding Through in TJ.
It was amazing to see how many kids went to go support the bands there.
There was a fight and it was pretty brutal, about 20 kids on one guy, but the guy really was being a jerk.
Piece by Piece and Bleeding Through were the highlights for my night.
We walked so much that night, but being with so many kids just made it fun.
Good times.
Last night I went to go see The Miracle Mile but I GOT THERE IN THE MIDDLE OF THEIR LAST SONG!! That sucked a lot. But In Your Face made up for it, they played an amazing set, probably the best I've seen them play so far.
Today I might hang out with Rich, Paul, and Jedi today. Not sure what we're doing yet, maybe watch movies or something.
Tomorrow I might go see Further Seems Forever. Depends on whether I have a calc test on wed or not. We'll see...hopefully i can, it would be awesome.
Why is Bright Eyes such an amazing band?
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[10 Feb 2003|10:14pm] |
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champion: the decline |
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new screen name
trace my eyes
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[09 Feb 2003|07:52pm] |
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Terror - Nothing To Me |
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I'm in a weird mood at the moment, I feel like cleaning. This rarely happens, but I have nothing to clean. Rearrange my drawers? That's most likely what's going to happen.
I think I'm going to get my ears pierced at 12's this week.
I think I'm also going to get my tattoo priced this week.
I am going to go to school EVERYDAY this week, I'm not going to miss a single period. Promise. And I'm also going to do all my homework, but it's not like I don't do that anyways....
I might start my lifeguard training on Wed. It depends on whether it's too late or not for me to sign up. Hopefully I can so I can get it over with and be able to work as a lifeguard. It's the next best thing to being superman hehe (that was for Josh)
Terror makes me feel better.
Tuesday is Dieradiodie and Norma Jean, hooray.
I want to take pictures of something.
And I'm done.
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[09 Feb 2003|01:33am] |
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HOTHOTHEAT: oh, goddamnit |
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Thank you Jedi for the party, it was very much appreciated. I love you THIS MUCH!!
Party was fun (for me, desaray, and dan)
Show was fun (a rose for ona and concubine).
Tonight was fun (Samantha is my whale)
goodnight i love you all.
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[08 Feb 2003|09:49am] |
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y r s o s e x (9:39:31 AM): what are you, sick?
y r s o s e x (9:39:33 AM): go back to bed
y r s o s e x (9:39:35 AM): the suns still up
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[07 Feb 2003|08:58pm] |
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What kind of Hardcore Girl Are You?
Tuff Girl:
You mosh harder than 90% of the dudes in the pit and refuse to admit you might have ever worn a dress. Boys? They are for head walking on, not for dating. You've got something to prove and we're all going to hear about it. You might even spell womEn with a Y.
What dudes think: What's up dude? You know girls aren't supposed to mosh, don't you?
Love advice: Wear a skirt to a show.
haha
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[06 Feb 2003|03:09pm] |
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I really haven't been feeling myself lately.
I don't really have the desire to eat and I can't even remember when the last time I did eat was.
And no i'm not anorexic, I'm probably the complete opposite, I eat too much (ask Samantha), except these past couple days I just haven't really been hungry enough to eat.
I can't sleep right, I wake up several times during the night and just lay there, staring into complete darkness, for hours.
And I don't want to do anything or see anyone, I just want to be alone.
Stuff like this usually happens when I'm depressed ...and I'm damn well feeling that way.
Brittnay and I are supposed to hang out today/night but I'm really not feeling up to it anymore. I'm sure that if I do go and see her, she will definitely make me feel better, but she wants to hang out with other people and I don't. So I might just have to cancel those plans.
Plus, I want to go to the doctor anyways, I think I have strep throat.
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[05 Feb 2003|06:01pm] |
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blonde redhead - for the damaged |
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I want to take a breath that's true
I look to you and I see nothing
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[03 Feb 2003|06:49pm] |
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I don't know what's wrong with me.
I have had this overwhelming feeling of depression all weekend and I'm not really sure why.
Things were going great and for once in my life I was actually very happy, and now I'm right back where I started.
I don't want to stay in this house tonight and I'm thinking about leaving and then calling my parents and telling them that I won't be coming home.
I'm sure they won't handle it well, or i'll end up not going through with it because I'm scared.
ok, I have nothing else to say.
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[02 Feb 2003|12:56am] |
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Darkness Falls is a horrible movie.
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[01 Feb 2003|05:55pm] |
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hothotheat last night was amazing.
only bad things:
too crowded and the security guards were assholes.
I don't even want to get into that, just please no one support the glasshouse anymore, PLEASE. If you want to know why then just leave a comment or IM me janiep00 and I'll tell you why. That place doesn't deserve a single dollar you give them.
But besides that I had the best time ever. I even got on stage and danced with Samantha like this *DANCEDANCEDANCE*
so awesome.
I slept all day and I missed Mishel's party thing and I'm still debating whether or not I should go to Sharaya's party, I don't know how long that's gonna be going on but I'm too lazy to shower and get ready and drive all the way over there. My only motivation is to see Brit and Sonny....hrmm...maybe I will go.
I think I'm getting sick again.
I had a weird dream that Richard told me to put his wallet in my pocket because he wanted to see if it would fly away....?
I wonder if Samantha still wants to hear HHH play tonight. Yea...call me Sam, I'm still down.
ok I'm done.
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[31 Jan 2003|10:12am] |
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So yesterday I turned 18 and I had the greatest birthday EVER!!! I love all my friends so much and I had so much fun, you guys are the best. :)
Who has tickets to HOTHOTHEAT tonight? I DO BITCH!! BAHAHA
ok i think i'm gonna go to school now, i'm 3 hours late.
trots and hurdles and long jumps.
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[28 Jan 2003|08:35pm] |
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i miss you like WHOA.
:)
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[26 Jan 2003|04:53pm] |
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The Anniversary - Till We Earned A Holiday |
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a recap of yesterday:
I thought I refractured my nose again at my water polo game. But then it started to feel better so I know I didn't, BUT later that day Paul accidently hit me in the nose twice and now I know for sure I refractured it.
I went bowling with friends and that was way fun. Paul and I got our dance dance revolution on and we're better than anyone out there.....(or not).
Jedi, Desaray, Paul and I went to go see the fireworks in Coronado. Even though it was way too crowded and the fireworks weren't that great, it was still a lot of fun. And watching fireworks from 5 different places at once is hard.
After the fireworks we went to Kentaco Hut to just sit down and we took a bunch of pictures of random people and that was halarious.
Went to Victoria's and saw this 7 year old girl dressed like a whore and it was really gross and sad, but it was really funny.
Very very fun times.
I saw Dieradiodie the other night and they were awesome. But for some reason I'm not really looking forward to seeing them that much anymore. Just something about the atmosphere. I mean, I'll still go to see them because they're one of my favorite bands..but I can just tell it won't be the same as it used to be anymore.
I usually would be watching the game right now. But I could give a shit about the teams playing. I just hope the raiders don't win. I'm still upset the Packers didn't make it to the superbowl. Maybe next year.
Got my grades on Friday and they were A LOT better than I had expected. I had to fight to make CSF because of one citizenship grade (F), to make a long story short my calculus teacher is a dick, and the attendance lady was a bitch, but from the help of Sam, Chad and my Mom I was able to get my grade changed. So now I can graduate in white. thanks a whole lot sam for being there for me. I heart you. same goes for Chad and my Mom but they don't read this. only that whale does.
I want to do absolutly nothing today. except maybe hang out with Dustin. so I want to do absolutly nothing while hanging out with Dustin, which we will probably do.
Samantha needs to stop working and come see me because I havn't seen her in 2 DAYS!!! I don't know what I'm going to do with myself.
this is getting too long so i'm just going to cut it off here.
tata.
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[23 Jan 2003|04:40pm] |
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all american rejects : paper heart |
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It's been a very long time since I have been able to come home from school and just sit here without having to worry about anything. it's nice.
i've come to the conclusion that samantha and i are really sisters. and i've also come to the conclusion that my mother, isn't my real mother.
tonight > wrestling match with dustin > sleeping a lot >
tomorrow > dieradiodie > july down >
saturday > bowling with samantha paul jedi desaray and hopefully richard > bleeding through? >
sunday > not sure yet, probably hang out with dustin because he's color blind :) >
we become fools to your lies. hopeless to save. useless to name.
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[22 Jan 2003|09:05pm] |
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hhh - oh goddamnit |
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ok so I guess there is no more concubine show anymore. so don't go, unless you still really want to.
are your dreams sweet?
filled with all those precious memories of the spirit you've destroyed.
no you can't.
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[21 Jan 2003|07:32pm] |
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scars of tomorrow - consume |
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you can't stay mad forever
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